Endorphin

October 17, 2019                                                                                        Warsaw, Poland

I didn't have the energy to wake up for class in the morning. But luckily, class was canceled. So I woke up to a successful day.

As soon as I woke up, I went to change money and do some shopping. I also took out my documents. Then I went to the Business Enterprise class. It was 5:00 PM and the class was over. In the class, we formed a group with Spanish friends to do future assignments.

Then I came home, took a shower, and got ready for tomorrow's "Northern Tour."

In the latest news of the day, my roommate Kent is going to Boston on the 29th. He believes he will be hired by a Japanese company at a job forum there.

I have peace and happiness inside.

October 18, 2019                                                                                      Stockholm, Sweden

It's 1:20 PM Swedish time. I'm currently driving to Stockholm. The road is green and cloudy.

It's 4:39 PM Swedish time. I'm sitting at the Nobel Museum, which is located in front of the Galme Stan square and is also my main purpose in coming to Sweden, near the entrance. The woman selling tickets with a nice smile said that if I wait until 5 PM, I won't have to pay 80 kroner for the entrance. This news made me very happy.

The night is approaching and I slowly have to say goodbye to Sweden. I have traveled a lot. And I have discovered many different places.

It's 9:44 PM and my phone is about to run out of battery. I'm terribly tired and standing at Stockholm Central Station waiting to board the 11:35 PM bus to Oslo Busterminal.

October 19, 2019                                                                                                Oslo, Norway

I'm writing this a day later because I didn't have time. I arrived in Karlstad by 4am on the Flixbus bus I took at night. Then I changed buses and arrived in Oslo on another bus.

Oslo was very cold. After wandering around a bit in the morning, I found Hotel Club 27. And I slept in a tie for a few hours because my room was not open.

Then I went for a walk around the city. For the first time, I rode a driverless bus. I ate Fish and Chips in Norway (215 kroner) and then I toured the museums and the city. There was a Kurdish rally in support of APA in the city center.

I went to Kon-Tiki Museum and wrote my memoirs at 10 o'clock before the museum closed. I visited the Opera House. In the evening, I went to the pub with a Belgian, a girl, and a German. We woke up early and I came home at night. To the hotel.

October 20, 2019                                                                                                  Oslo, Norway

As soon as I woke up in the morning, I washed my face and went to Greenland Kirni, which is right next to the hostel.

There was a charity event going on at the church. So there were various cakes and sweets on the table. I started tasting them. My favorite was the carrot cake, the name of which I asked the Norwegian woman. It was probably a carrot cake.

Then I went to a Syrian restaurant, which is in front of the church. It was the most tasteless doner I've ever had. I don't know, maybe they put eggs in it and it tasted a little sweet.

We have already left Thorpe Airport, the plane has been in the air for 10 minutes. As I arrived in Thorpe, I noticed that the countryside around Norway is very beautiful.

I will miss you, Oslo!

21 October, 2019                                                                                              Warsaw, Poland

I'm already in Poland, I arrived yesterday evening. Classes were canceled today, so it's good that I had time to review some things.

October 25, 2019                                                                                              Warsaw, Poland

For the past few days, I've been so busy with classes and presentations that I haven't had time to write.

I made a poster for the business plan lesson. I wrote an essay for the enterprise science lesson about who is your favorite entrepreneur. I am also very happy today. Because I bought my own bicycle. :) I saw an ad for a second-hand bicycle on the Internet. For 450 zł. I met a lady who works as an animal trainer in front of Tesco in Kabaty. At first I thought I wouldn't go below 400. She said 380 zł. Then I took it out and gave her 400 so that she would give me 20 back. She didn't, but I was willing to go and change it in the store, but she didn't agree. She said give me 350 zł and I hope she will have a good impression of you and Poland.

So I got 350 zlotys. I'm already planning to apply for a job.

October 26, 2019                                                                                              Warsaw, Poland

I spent a little too much money today. About 30 zlotys on food, I decided that from now on I will reduce my food expenses. Because at the end of these 6 months I will have nothing left but sightseeing, theater, and culture.

In the morning I went to fix my bike, tightened the rope. Then I went to a Polish restaurant, then to a Chinese restaurant, but I took the food from the Chinese restaurant home, I didn't eat there.

I'll be busy with class today, but I also have to plan a trip again.

I suddenly applied for a job in the Wolt program. God willing, it will be good!

I am happy :)

With love

October 31                                                                                                          Warsaw, Poland

I haven't been able to write a diary in a few days. In the meantime, Elvin and I are planning our new trip. I'll write to my father when I have enough money.

I understand that time flies. I need to appreciate the days well.

Yesterday when I went to the center, I had a hard time finding Wolt's office. When I found it, the guy said that today's meeting was in Polish, and I had to choose the next meeting.

The classes are interesting, case assignments and presentations have begun.

That's why I need to organize my time more carefully. I need to allocate time to activities like theater, museums, bars, etc.

November 1                                                                                                    Warsaw, Poland

This morning I opened it with a notification that my family was sending me money. It was nice to see 850 PLN in the account.

I quickly got ready to go and celebrate the arrival of so much money at Chinese Noodles. I rode my bike, but the restaurant was closed. There were very few people and it was quiet around. After seeing that the restaurant was closed, I decided to go to the store to at least buy another hotdog that I bought for 5.50 zlotys, and also snacks. Unfortunately, the stores were closed.

It's All Saints' Day today. Poles visit the graves of their dead and go to church today. That's why you can see many families with children and grandmothers on the streets.

Everything is closed by noon. Besides, I don't feel so good.                                                                                                    November 5                                                                                                        Warsaw, Poland

I haven't been able to write in my diary for 3 days. Today was poster day from the Business Plan class. It was actually very interesting.

Kent also returned from America. Unfortunately, he couldn't find a job. He spent about 1000. And he didn't like America. He says that Americans talk too loudly.

Kend himself is a good boy, but my advice to him is that he should reduce his laziness a little, work hard, see the gaps, and analyze the situation correctly.

Otherwise, the loads are as interesting and beautiful as they are. Then I'm in a cute shop. I don't know if my opinions might change in Azerbaijan, but remember Aydin. Europe is one of the only places to live for hardworking and bright young people. Appreciate this happiness and don't turn back!

November  6                                                                                                       Warsaw, Poland

Today, the bicycle tire blew out.

20 zlotys camera.

I gave the craftsman 20 zlotys.

But the interesting thing is that I started to learn a little bit about market research. I also learned a life lesson that running away and criticizing yourself is not a way out. If you work hard and be careful, you will learn.

November 8                                                                                                   Brussels, Belgium

I arrived at Chopin Airport at 3 pm. They fined Elvin 25 zlotys for staying in my room overnight.

I met an Indian girl on a plane at the airport. She liked me, even though she was ugly. Thanks to Elvin, I broke up with her too.

I paid 15 euros and arrived in the city center.

Belgium was sunny, the weather was mild. It's Tintin's country, people are very friendly, there are a lot of second-hand shops. Most people speak French. I visited the flea market, the church and other places with Elvin.

Belgian girls are very pretty and it's normal to socialize. You don't see much of the effects of irregular migration here either.

We are currently sitting at McDonald's, waiting for time to pass so that the phone can charge.

It's 7:57 PM and we're sitting on the floor of the Brussels North Train Station, sound asleep. We've run out of cash. We're even worse off than the homeless people sleeping on the streets right now. At least they have a place to sleep.

Before coming here, we walked around Brussels a lot. What makes Brussels different for me is that it is more French than German, and French speakers are in the majority everywhere. It's a compact, modern, modern city, just a step above Paris. It's civilized to the people.

One feels like one is in a cartoon. Tintin's decorated signs, etc., are found in many places.

I really liked it. Here, the cold of Norway and Sweden is less noticeable. The only coldness is that French is important to me :)

November 9                                                                                        Amsterdam, Netherlands

We arrived at Amsterdam's Stalder station just before 5 am. Since the journey was already uncomfortable, we wished we could sleep for just a few hours. Because we hadn't slept well for days.

When we first arrived, we wanted to sleep at the train station, but we couldn't find a place. Then, after walking around, we couldn't find a place either. Elvin decided that it was a good idea for us to find a hostel and sleep. However, the hostel we found didn't have any free space. It was terrifying for us at this hour. It was very dark, very cold, and there were very few people in sight.

We were exhausted from yesterday's trip to Brussels, plus today's walking. We were praying to God to give us a place to sleep, even if it was just a bench to catch the breeze.

We walked a little, stopped at the parking lot, then found an apartment space and stopped.

We didn't feel so helpless and powerless. After a while, we went to MC's Donalds and since it was already around 8 o'clock, the weather had cleared up a bit and the restaurants were opening.

We had a quick nap at McDonald's and then we were on our way.

The cold, damp wind and rain of Amsterdam caught us, but the wind here is damp and gloomy, and the humidity is not as noticeable as in Amsterdam.

We started by taking the 17N tram. We walked around the Redlights, souvenir shops, canals and had a quick bite to eat. We also bought our necessities for tomorrow's trip to Hamburg.

Now we are in a pub, in the center, and trying to think more about exploring Amsterdam.

November 10, 2019                                                                                    Hamburg, Germany

We left Amsterdam at 19:20 on the evening of November 9. Heading towards Hamburg. The Flexbus was very comfortable, Elvin and I took a seat there and lay down. At the German border, Keeler also checked our passports with the Police. At 02:35 we arrived at the Hamburg Zob bus station. There was a sharp northerly breeze in the air, but there was no more rain or wind.

As soon as we arrived, we saw the Generator hostel. It's true, we didn't have any money for the hostel, but the reception didn't say anything, we slept there until 8 o'clock. We saw 10-15 fights at night, and the police took them all away. Well done!

Then we went to McDonald's and after staying for an hour, we went out for a walk in the city.

Hamburg gives the impression of a large, spacious, quiet, and green German city, for now.

It's 10:20 PM German time and we're sitting at McDonald's near the Hamburg Zoo.

In the afternoon, after drinking Elvin's espresso, we went to the city and visited the churches. The churches are very beautiful. The pork is beyond comparison. Then we went to many places.

On the way back, the distance was a bit long, so we took the subway and got off at once.

I liked Hamburg, it is a spacious and quiet city.

It's so nice to hear German on the streets. We sat at McDonald's in the mall. The mall was called European Passage. It seemed like a very good place.

As we were getting on the bus without a ticket, the young Turkish driver asked for his ticket, I said I didn't have one, and said I couldn't take you. I really liked his honesty.

We also saw the Bolivian and Iraqi communities rally, and the Germans laughing, serious, sometimes very loud. That's normal.

November 17                                                                                                    Berlin, Germany

Yesterday evening, the Flexbus was late, and we left at 1:00. We arrived in Berlin at about 3 o'clock. Once we arrived, our hopes were dashed again. Because the Berlin Südbahnhof was not as closed as we thought.

Again, just like in Amsterdam and Hamburg, we started sleeping on the streets, looking for a place to sleep.

Again, around 5 o'clock, everywhere is closed, terribly cold, etc.

But the situation in Berlin is a little better. It's open in a few places.

It was cold, even though we planned to sleep in the metro Karsderm. So we walked around a bit and found a hostel. We agreed to sleep on the chairs near the reception. I'll probably sleep now. I put my phone on the charger.

At around 6 o'clock, the receptionist stopped us. It seems that they could have allowed us until then, thank goodness. We were able to sleep a little. After leaving there, we looked at the salon like a female hairdresser. It had a stylish wall inside.

A slightly bald, 170-year-old man with a round face, wearing blue jeans and a blue jacket, was sitting there.

Elvin asked him and we sat down. Then it turned out that he was an Azerbaijani, or rather an Azerbaijani from Igdir. His wife is from Baku. He has lived here for 30 years. He rents out a couple of medium-sized fruit facilities.

First we slept in the back room, then he booked room 406 for us in the hotel next door, completely free of charge. He seems like a very nice person so far.

I'm at the hotel now, lying down. I'll take a shower and come downstairs for a bit.

Hamburg analyze - in addition

I loved Hamburg. It was as if a multi-level city had been created from the harmony of a German city and Northern Europe.

After leaving the hotel in the afternoon, we went to the metro. The metro is very convenient, and in 10 minutes we reached the East Gabert-Berlin Wall.

Oops, we didn't take one thing into account. It got dark at half past 5.

Then we started walking towards Alexandraplaza, then the Berlin Wall, and so on.

It was all very elegant. The fact that there was a fee to enter the Bundestag or Reichstag annoyed me.

There was another rally in the center. A woman was telling me that Jesus died for you :)

It was very cold outside, and we saw the American and Russian embassies.

Berlin seems like a creative place and has a bit of an East German influence. I personally didn't like Berlin. For some reason, my heart didn't fall for it.

It's 10:46 PM and we're at the hotel. We learned that the person helping us was a saleswoman, although she was a nice person if I'm not mistaken.

13 November 00:03                                                                                          Warsaw, Poland

I finally managed to get home around 2:00 PM this evening.

After sleeping for 2-3 hours, I talked to my family. Now I'm cleaning and tidying up the house a bit. I also had a little cultural shock today. I fell into a void. I wrote down my hobbies and such in a notebook so that I could be interested.

Sometimes I wonder what Erasmus has done for me.

1. To be yourself, because you meet thousands of people in the world, and it makes no sense to change for them.

2. To be considerate of people and oneself, to be objective, to maintain distance, and to view everyone as an individual.

3. Thinking clearly, understanding mistakes

4. It's pointless to like yourself with partial self-confidence, that is, to change yourself, life changes itself and it would be better if you could just change the results. For example, speaking out loud.

5. Not getting hung up on small things, not criticizing yourself for small logical reasons, not paying attention to things that don't create value, like, "What will happen in the future if I don't do this?"

6. Before work, a person should be himself. That is, you can change jobs thousands of times. That is why you should respect yourself, a person does not change himself for every job, he does not become dependent. Or excessive loyalty to the manager, etc. Because you have a personal life, and he has it. You can leave work whenever you want, you can change. You are important.

7. There is a level in everything in life and it should be respected. No one's circle is higher or lower than anyone else's.

8. The importance of friendship and networking. And that it's not actually scary. Also being able to distinguish between roommates, co-workers, acquaintances, etc.

9. Being able to be yourself more, to feel free, to laugh or not laugh at whatever you want.

10. Learning the daily routine in relationships within society.

11. Be braver, express your opinion within the framework of respect, and be able to change if your group doesn't like it.

12. Be more liberal towards girls. They also believe and choose what suits them. Not all of them are like God.

13. In most relationships, build on equal mutual respect, not a leader.

15. To uphold the values ​​of science, culture, development, art, diligence, and honesty.

16. You should reduce your workload a little. You should let it go, but without affecting your diligence.

You have to be patient, everything will be fine. I've learned these things so far.

17. No one is absolutely right. Everyone has small sins, mistakes, etc. Humans are not perfect beings.

18. There is no such thing as a life that has not been lived in vain. Or if you have done everything wrong until now. It is not true, you may have done some things wrong, do not be attached to the past. Have fun, question yourself, develop, and respect.

November 19                                                                                                    Warsaw, Poland

It's 11:10 in the morning. Kent is still asleep. I'm sitting here. I have to prepare answers to The New Belgium Brewing Company questions from my Enterprise Science class.

Time goes by very quickly, you have to work hard.

November 23                                                                                                    Warsaw, Poland

I've been sick for 2 days. I'm doing well. I've been mostly at home, it's very cold outside. I planned to write a comedy story today.

"The speaker of parliament invites his deputy to his office, his face tense and fearful.

O - Siyavush, have you seen Muhammad Mirzali's latest post?

Q - No. Mr. Chairman, what happened?

Oh - our house has collapsed, Siyavush

Q - why?

He - In the video he shared yesterday, he wrote about how much money we hired people on contracts in our parliament. 200,000 for the cabinet chairman, 10,000 for our chief advisor. He wrote exactly how it all is.

S - What's wrong with this, Mr. Chairman? They share this kind of thing with them every day.

He - Oh, you idiot, let him share, but now the people in power know about it. Tomorrow they will offer to share the money with us.

Oh - I feel sorry for him, whoever this informer is, you are so unfair, you know the information, hell, but at least you would have said the prices a little lower. What are you going to eat tomorrow, if we share this, if with others.

O - so, all our political credibility is gone, we have become a disgrace, we need to solve this problem. Mr. President himself said that we should eliminate corruption in the country.

S - I found it, Mr. Chairman. Chairman, I found a way that would satisfy both Mr. President and everyone else.

What is that?

S - let's raise the prices! Let them write the previous prices. If the president asks, we will say that our father's life is in false information, we didn't get that much.

Oh - we're cheating you, we got a lot from him, right?

S- That's right, Mr. Chairman.

Oh - Well done!

M - The handshakes are laughing, and the dog lying on the ground is looking at them with its ears lowered in surprise.

November 28, Sk                                                                                              Warsaw, Poland

Alimardan is a simple, poor man in his 80s, short, with a wrinkled face when he smiles, who, when asked for something, will wave his hand at him and ask for it. He works at BSU and looks after the technical work of the dean's office, and when he has free time, we spend our days reading the news on the phone his son bought for him, hoping that maybe he will find some new news. Which would help him in this difficult situation. After all, he can't afford his medicines, etc.

At that time, Radio Free Europe was in its infancy, and a man from Alimardan read the news that Ilham Aliyev had properties in England belonging to his daughter. When he read this, he just thought, "Oh my God, the president would sell this and help me a little."

Poor man, he believed what he was told, he doesn't understand politics.

Days pass, months pass, and one day, as he passes by his department, he sees an announcement that the president will come to BSU, for the 100th anniversary of some personality. As soon as the man from Alimardan sees the poster, he goes home, quickly opens his wardrobe, and looks at the suit he wore in the 80s.

He's left like a box, dead, gone.

The president takes the podium, speaks for an hour, curses the opposition. He tells the young people to stay in the country, what's going on there. Even the man from Alimardan says he's really angry and calls the president.

When the president finishes his speech and leaves, a man named Alimardan manages to approach the president from the front of the crowd.

The president comes face to face with this, the cameras circle them. The president smiles, wondering what this elder will say.

P - yes, your father, you seem like a man of words. He smiles.

Seeing the president's smile, Alimardan begins his speech with the "sharer in trouble" that belongs to the Azerbaijani people.

- Oh, my son, I see you were very nervous.

People and officials laugh out loud with love.

The man from Alimardan continues his speech.

- Oh, lady, I have a problem, I can't afford my medicine. Can you tell your daughter Leyla to sell one of her properties and give me 300 manats from that, so I can buy my medicine?

- The president is embarrassed and doesn't say anything. After that, the president, who is sitting in the car, says.

"Did you see what question the stupid old man asked me?" He thinks nervously for a minute.

He immediately tells his assistant to reduce his salary and allowance by two times, he is 100 percent oppositionist!

Days pass, and when the man from Alimardan comes to work, the doorman approaches him and tells him that the rector is very angry and is calling for you.

Oh my god, he says, "Oh my god, no!" and goes to the rector.

Greetings, Chancellor

- Hey Alimardan, what are you, the whole country is talking about you? No, it won't happen, I'll reduce your salary by 20 times! So.

- I'll buy a dowry for you. What happened?

- You shouldn't have met the president! Get out of my sight.

The man from Alimardan comes home, tells his wife what happened, and she reprimands him.

The man returns and says, "You're the rector's wife, you're all jealous, what if I met the president?"

You are the jealous ones who did it all, I know that the president understood me well, and I'm sure he gave me instructions. People like this rector didn't leave me out of jealousy. They put me in this situation. I believe in the president.

He walks around at work resentful of everyone, occasionally telling himself that if my president finds out about this, he'll play a trick on all of you!

07 December                                                                                                    Warsaw, Poland

I took a bath today and did some work.

Tomorrow, we will fly to Paris. From Warsaw Modlin, strong demonstrations against Macron's reforms have begun in Paris.

It may be that, fortunately for us, it will be dangerous to enter the center of Paris.

The most important problem may be the malfunctioning of the transportation system, which could hinder our work.

Today, my opinion on love relationships has also changed. You have to be specific with girls. You can't start a trip with a girl and end it with love. Then she will see you in that sphere.

It would be better if you talked about him or yourself.

I also learned that the girl needs to show interest in herself. This interest should not be in the form of laughing and laughing, but rather a little serious interest. Because they are paranoid like Alina and Monika. You need to be a little confident, you need to be sincere. The more confident you are, the more generous and open-hearted you will be.

Also, you shouldn't overthink the process, everyone will eventually find what suits them.

You shouldn't make people look up to you. If someone is a salesperson, they are a salesperson. What will they do to you? You need to look at it simply and look at the overall end result.

Respect your personal life. Every person is an individual.

And don't do anything when you suddenly have an idea.

8 December                                                                                                          Paris, France

Yesterday, the 7th of the month, at 1:20 PM, we flew from Warsaw Modlin to Paris. A very strange thing happened during the flight.

On a flight on the same route, which was 30-50 minutes apart, I noticed that people were waiting to check in, so I went to the check-in counter to avoid being left behind.

I didn't give a damn, the guy checked my ticket with the machine, I was about to go out a little later, but he stopped me, luckily. It's not like this is going to Tenerife. I was looking at the people who were going there, in a sailor suit, and we thought, this can't be Paris. :)

The flight went a little downhill, as if the Ryanair staff were a little unprofessional.

After getting off the flight, we paid 17 euros and went from Beauvais to the center of Paris. There were a lot of traffic jams on the road, and there were a lot of terrible cars in Paris. There were a lot of motorcycles.

After a long walk, we went to the Louvre and it was free.

Then we met this Japanese friend of Kent's. Everything was fine, but he said he would take you to eat rice outside of Paris. I was crazy, it was 9 at night and if we could find a taxi, we would go, but the thing is, we couldn't find a taxi.

Finding an empty taxi in Paris was a really big problem.

From there we returned to the F1 hotel. Kent decided he would leave tomorrow.

We wanted to go to a cheap pizza restaurant here, but there was a 300-meter queue.

After buying it from the supermarket (8.25 euros), Kent and I ate at a restaurant, then we went back to the hotel. I drank a Heineken and went to bed.

Paris is still beautiful, or rather, normal.

December 8, 2019                                                                                                Paris, France

Slowly, my love for Paris is growing. Paris is truly a city of creativity and love.

I left the hotel at 12:00. Kent also went to meet his friend.

Frankly, his friend was a nice and shy guy, but what can I do to make this impression that I had on first acquaintance, to go for rice and a 40-minute drive, satisfy me?

After leaving the hotel, there is a main bridge road, which in some places goes into a tunnel and in some places goes out on the surface. But it makes itself felt everywhere. By following it, you can go down in a semicircle and reach the center of Paris.

I also thought that this way I would see the "non-touristy" places in Paris.

Sorry, actually yes you can see the lives of ordinary people, don't think you're the only tourist who's been there.

Paris has been explored so much that it is impossible to describe every street in Paris without either a book or a fine art painting being created about it.

And Paris didn't scare me. If I felt a terrible alienation, strange customs, etc. in Brussels or Stockholm, I didn't feel it in Paris.

Perhaps this is Paris' centuries-old tradition of hospitality and openness to migrants. I am currently writing this article at 1:25 PM, sitting in the second row in the front right of the Eglise Sainte Odile church.

I also realized something in Paris: the more far-sighted a person is, the better.

December 9                                                                                                    Cologne, Germany

Actually, I was criticizing France, but in the short term, France seems to be a good country. I don't know in the long term.

For example, in Paris, no one pays attention to anyone else.

People are civilized. I don't know if I said it or not, I didn't see anyone bumping into someone on the sidewalk in Paris. In Paris, it was easier to interact with girls.

It was more diverse than Germany, so I didn't see any racism. Everyone is Parisian.

But you feel it in Germany.

And in Germany, like in Sweden, people seem anxious. No, it doesn't mean they're afraid, etc. But it seems like that's their nature. It's like they're sitting on a thorn. It wasn't like that in Paris.

But what can you do? Sometimes, even if strong waves capsize the ship, I'm not in a hurry to turn away those arriving from Germany. After all, I'm a tourist here.

Now I'm waiting for the D-70 gated Cologno-Warsaw plane to arrive at Cologne-Bon Airport, I'll get over my tiredness, and I'll write about my routine in Cologne. For now!)

It was 5 PM and I had a little nap.

Yes, by the way, he just arrived in Kent. He's completely out of my sight. He has a new personality, he just disappears. He disappeared when I got on the train from Leuven station the other day, and I left. So I went to McDonald's. In front of the Cathedral, Haubnaf, I think, is the name of the station. I almost sat down at McDonald's. I deleted so many programs to download Instagram again, so that this poor thing could come and walk together.

I threw this at him and he said hello to me. I sat there as if nothing had happened, like a fool for an hour, thinking that this traitor had escaped from me, as if I had thrown a stone at his head. I would have saved him, oh my. I learned one thing that if I analyzed people from the beginning, when they came, they were like dead people.

Anyway,

I came from Leuven to the city center. I visited the cathedral. The chocolate museum was the best. I ate pork. I went a little north of Kollupitiya.

Cologne is a mix of English-Belgian-American in terms of architecture and tradition. Most things are brown.

The closer you get to Belgium, the more chocolate production seems to increase. I don't know what's going on in this Belgian land.

My side is that there are a lot of Turks in the region. And you can find them in the regions. Our nation is only 10 million, but wherever you go in Europe, especially in the Germanic region, you can find them. I haven't seen many in Belgium, Amsterdam, or France. Maybe this is due to irregular migration flows.

Yes, we stayed there, the air was better than Cologne, almost like France. And I call this the "Anglo-Saxon" city of Germany.

Suddenly, when you walk the streets, you get a feeling, or a smell. You think this city is a horse stable.

It's a waste to travel to this city alone. You can walk around it in 5-6 hours. But if you're traveling to another European city, if you have the opportunity, visit it on the way. Many places, museums and cathedrals are free. By the way, I went for free. You should explore this yourself, hello! :) 09.12.2013 Cologne? Bonn Airport, Terminal 2, D-70 gate.

14 December                                                                                                       Warsaw, Poland

It's 5:00 PM. I had a strange feeling, I remembered the past. I remembered one of the guys I didn't like at university.

Now I look at myself, I almost became demotivated, thinking that if I returned to Azerbaijan, those bad genes would continue. But I remembered the places I visited, how they broaden a person's worldview. I wouldn't have become demotivated.

Today is the 6th day. I'm focused on classes, IELTS and social media: I'm tired of being wiped out by the computer, I want to start after a while, after May.

I'm really happy to have come here. It's a good thing I came here.

I'm starting to study my lessons now.

Just as news again, I'm getting ready to sell my bike.

I'll also travel a little with the money I earn.

I bought clothes and I'm ready,

I need some local travel.

But, my lack of knowledge of the language, the lessons, and the cold weather here made me decide to sell.

Stay safe!

18 December                                                                                                    Warsaw, Poland

I am very happy!!!:) :)

These are our last days of school, we will be going on vacation for the New Year.

I really like going to class at such times.

Today I went to Mustafa's room 556. We had to plan our trip. We were going on our Austria-Slovakia-Hungary trip. We also calculated that 450 euros for an adult, all inclusive, would be enough to stay here.

After planning our trip, we went to eat Chinese Noodles.

Mustafa really liked the food - he said it was very filling. We talked about everything with Mustafa. Turkey - Azerbaijan, etc. I think a little bit, I should limit my thoughts when telling others about the bad sides of Azerbaijan or about his country.

I feel very adult, like I feel happy. Actually, I feel very bad during the day. But when my self-confidence is high, I don't think about these things and I return to my old self.

I also need to reduce my sperm count.

I also learned that having rigid rules isn't always right; you always need to think things through.

As for Mustafa, he's a bit of a strange kid, and I keep my distance from him. But he's not a bad-tempered kid at all.

I'm so happy now!

I love the dorm. I'm so glad I came here; it made me a real student and taught me so much.

I might take a shower in a little while.

Come on, good night, my diary. With great happiness and love, Aydin, Warsaw Poland.

Dec 22 SK                                                                                                        Warsaw, Poland

Reforms have been going on in Azerbaijan for years, and everything is progressing so much that now state officials have become completely corrupt. If you heard a few criticisms at first, now nothing can be done about the president. They are very different from the previous officials.

If there is anything related to the president in any sentence, they intervene. He is not interested in other things.

December 23, 2019                                                                                           Vienna, Austria

Mustafa went to sleep, we will reach Bratislava at 23:42 and 8 minutes later. I arrived in Vienna at around 14:00. We started to love Vienna as we were getting off the plane.

It's strange, you can find factories and industries in many parts of the city.

The weather was good. We visited many places in the city. Vienna seemed to me to be a moderately touristy and moderately safe city.

It has neither lost its Western European identity nor has it fallen behind like Eastern Europe. It's strange, for the first time I saw this city as the Europe described in those films.

I didn't know it myself, I felt a bit like a native in our region, especially on my father's side, in terms of character.

Spanish architecture in some parts of the city. When we got on bus number 71, we saw Victory Square over Fascism written in Russian.

Vienna is waiting for the truth, it just happened to me during my tired period.

We are reaching Bratislava. Goodbye diary! :)

December 24, 2019                                                                                      Bratislava, Slovakia

It's 2:30 PM and we've passed the Slovakian border for about 20 minutes, stopping at a gas station in Hungary. Luckily, the weather is very nice and sunny. It's cold, but I'm used to it, so I feel very comfortable. It's cold, between 10 and 8 degrees. I really liked Bratislava, Slovakia. I can even say that I liked Vienna a lot, no mistake. Although it's far from modest, I've traveled a lot in Western Europe and it's boring to see the same things, so many tourists and the city being so overdeveloped. It's true that Vienna is not in Western Europe, but in Central Europe. However, economically and politically it belongs to the West.

Slovakia is very different. You can see European villages in the mountains, it's very cute. I still think it would be nice to go outside Bratislava and visit the Slovak villages. Slovakia is famous for its wine. The country is located in a convenient location for vineyards, and it would be very nice to celebrate a wedding in a small village house in a Slovak village with everyone around a girl. I guess I'm dreaming too much? But it's possible :)

We arrived at the Wild Elephant Hotel around 1pm. A guy named Keiven greeted us. At first I thought he was Slovak, but after he said his name and spoke with an English accent, I realized he wasn't Slovak. He said he had come from Liverpool for 6 days and was volunteering here. I was also very thirsty, and I saw a cola-type drink on the table and wondered if I could have a glass!

He agreed, he said of course. He told me about the drink I was drinking, that the name of the drink was “kofola”. Since there was no cola in Bratislava during the Soviet era, they made this as a similar national drink.

It was normal, so we woke up in the morning (24 Dec) and Mustafa and I left the hotel at 8 am and started walking around. I must say that the Slovak Republic seems to take tourism seriously.

1 We filled out a form when we checked into the hotel.

2) City tax is not charged for stays for travelers under 25 years of age.

3) You have to fill out a tourism-related form to join their website, but I don't know, the website didn't work.

Well, where were we? We started walking around the city in the morning, there are very few people in the city. The reason is that,

1) The population of the province is 5 million.

2) The locals are with their families before Christmas.

3.) Other Europeans in their homes.

4) There were only a few Turks who were displaced from their villages and villages as tourists in the countryside, as well as Koreans, Chinese, Japanese, and so on.

Bratislava is a very quiet, uncrowded city. Nature and the sun are amazing. But the people are kind and helpful. Mustafa sometimes says that this is a cursed city. It feels a bit like that :))

Like? This was a huge massacre and then the city fell silent.

But I really loved Bratislava and Central Europe.

I will come again if I have the chance!

Thank you :)

December 24, 2019                                                                                        Budapest, Hungary

We are at Budapest Airport, and we will fly to Warsaw Chopin tomorrow at 08:40.

We arrived in Budapest around 5 pm from Bratislava.

When I came to Budapest, I liked the outskirts. But Budapest - Hungary has a problem with transportation. It doesn't arrive on time, the airport is too small.

I ended up getting a little cold in Budapest, but not that much. It's a completely different city, and also a different country.

Mustafa generally liked it, but I wasn't very enthusiastic.

25 December, 2019                                                                                             Warsaw, Poland

We arrived in Warsaw in the morning. I was so tired that I didn't even realize how long it had taken the plane from Budapest to arrive, I had fallen asleep for a while.

When I arrived, I had some sausage left. I wanted to eat some, but there was no bread.

In Warsaw, everything was closed for the holidays, so I finally found a shop. I really liked the European one during the holidays - because there were few people.

Today I hesitated a bit about two things: applying to study in Slovakia, and starting over in Russian.

But I gave up on both. Both are based on passion and do not have serious long-term goals.

27 December, 2019                                                                                             Warsaw, Poland

Last night I felt terribly sick on the train. I always feel this way when I go to sleep - for 1-2 minutes when I fall asleep. But this time it was really bad. It was like a panic attack, my whole body went cold, I couldn't concentrate, I was only remembering negative things from the past and I was seeing bad things in the future. It was like 7 minutes. I mean, it could have been from the cola I've been drinking a lot for the past 2-3 days.

I feel good now.

New province

01 January                                                                                                  Warsaw, Poland 2020

Yesterday we celebrated the new year, honestly it wasn't anything special. Kent and I went downtown, 25-30 minutes. As usual. Kent disappeared, I couldn't find him, so I had a few drinks and came back.

I have a lot of exams in January. I have to prepare for them, I have to. So I entered the new year with diligence.

My goal for this year

I) Develop a strategic business plan

II) Finding a girl (level cultural relationship)

III) Reading a lot of books, because I have hardly read any books here in terms of fiction.

IV) Following the latest trends and developments in music and art. I have some plans that I haven't written about yet. On the holiday, I congratulated Uncle Vahid, Uncle Huseyneli, Emily, house, Javidan, Tural, Ruslan, etc.

(In the meantime, let's get out of politics and social media, and just finish the Caspian Sea normally.)

Yeah, where were we? I didn't congratulate that Hatem guy or something, neither Elashad Resmiyya nor those digital marketing kids from the Caspian 🙂. Last time, he said, Tural, they were talking about you, but in a good way.

1. I've lost the feeling that someone is always looking at me, everyone has their own life. I'm just a simple person.

2. None of those people even congratulated me on my birthday, some of them are such traitorous children that I don't even need to greet some of them. We'll do without them. And I have my own circle. They are enough for me. Tural Nur. You have to be careful with him. 

1) They can set up a fire whenever they want.

2) What would you have done without them?

3) Even their mentioning of you can bring bad luck.

And let's talk about Khazar, I remember it briefly and I'm writing so I don't forget. I'm suddenly getting tired of it with my feet, it's pointless to even hang out with them to gain respect. I swear I'll never see their faces. And if they were that good, some of them would have had relationships with me by now.

You can't trust them.

My mission, my worldview is Belgium, Germany, modern life. Nowhere in the world do people live like in Azerbaijan. Only in us and a couple of backward countries does this exist. Even in Turkey, there is nothing like this.

When suddenly speaking to someone, maintain your composure and keep your distance.

AB + BA + AB - for example, Lesson _ Marketing the other day Lesson + English, so normally, there are 3 of them.

You also shouldn't be controlling in your personal life.

It would be good if you found a hobby.

If it is important.

I'm writing this at my desk by the window at 8:24 PM.

January 06, 2020                                                                                                 Warsaw, Poland

What have I learned during this time?

1. Be more respectful to people (family, environment)

2. Loving yourself

3. Level (presence of level)

4. Making friends

5. Straight and that curve - to be carried away by the idea of ​​the road

6. More hearty

7. Be optimistic

8.

9. To be simple, normal, an ordinary person

10. When no one is looking at you

11. Focus on your own life

12. Being disciplined and hardworking

13. 

14. Avoiding evil and difficulties

15. To feel comfortable and honest.

16. Not keeping everything under control in life

17. 

I haven't written in a long time, I'm preparing for exams. It's very difficult, but I'm working on it step by step.

18. Friendship should be built on logic and rationality and criteria.

19. 

20. People trust and have a clear system in the world.

21. Be yourself no matter what

22.

23. Not turning small things into trade

24. Not applying too many of your work life skills to your personal life.

25. All this work, home, education, and relationships with those people, is a matter of making a distinction and not adding to it.

26. 

27. When girls love, they are silent, calm and close to you, but they try not to show it (in the name of studying). It is the character of a person that is known over time, not by his appearance.

28.

29. People act towards you as they know how, before and after you, not just towards you.

30. No one is thinking about you.

31. To find a good or bad person, simply and impartially look at what they do, etc., and it will reveal itself.

32. Mustafa's view :)

33. 

08 January, 2020                                                                                                 Warsaw, Poland

Today I consider myself incredibly happy. Indeed, today I thought about the impact of Poland on me. It shaped me as a person, took me 30% forward. So, I am on the path of the cultural level of Zahra. I also thought that in life, when I received blows, I lost my way, I changed my values ​​​​(honesty, diligence, innovation) not to be too forward - like that scientist. You can't interfere in people's personal lives and affairs. The main thing is how they treat you, that's what matters, the rest 80% is their own business, their own life.

I even wonder if moving to another European country would have a better or worse impact than Poland?

In some countries, Norway, Belgium, Holland, northern Germany, I felt very good, but in the long term, Hungary, France, not so good. Except for love (not being attached to anyone), human values, things that do not follow rational logic, are meaningless.

Overall, I hope it will be good.

In normal life, exams are on the first day, I have Org. Behavior, I'm preparing for it, and the other exams will be in order.

Also, I need to go get dressed and then buy a ticket or something :)

11 January, 2020                                                                                                 Warsaw, Poland

Today I bought my Lviv-Baku ticket for February 17th. I'm really sad because I feel like I won't be able to walk anymore.

Yesterday, Davud called me, thank you, just a general question about what I needed, he's a good guy.

As mentioned in the previous sections, I am on the eve of exams and preparing for them.

Also, I want to sell my bicycle but I can't seem to get it. Today too Oxl.pl I posted it on their website, but there's no news from there yet.

Sometimes canva.com I also made a poster and I plan to hang it, but I'm still hesitant. Because not many people look at the place where that poster is.

21 January                                                                                                           Warsaw, Poland

I will have an IPM exam on the 23rd of the month, and I will take a market research exam on the same day, but I will be preparing for the market research exam on the 30th of the month.

And I don't differentiate between countries in Europe anymore. It doesn't mean that I don't feel like I can't be successful in Sweden, or that I don't differentiate between countries where I can't find a job and have to go back.

I made friends in Poland (Elvin, Mustafa, Fernando, the other Portuguese guy, and dozens of others).

I traveled to countries. I gained levels. I realized that fears aren't so scary after all, and dozens of other things.

Life is truly beautiful!!! :)

29 January, 2020                                                                                                 Warsaw, Poland

"I used to think I was a very lucky person. Over time, I realized that not only was I lucky, but I didn't even succeed in the areas I normally worked in, I succeeded in those areas where I worked hard and was superior to all alternatives." It's actually a good trait that I understand life, but I wish I had understood it in my adolescence.

I received a failure letter from BP today, but it didn't ruin my mood. It means I should look elsewhere, or rather, another company might be my place.

Today was the first snow in Warsaw and everywhere except the center of the roads was covered in snow. Also today is my last exam. I passed the marketing research exam with a 7/10.

Sometimes, when it was snowing, I went to the library on my bike to pick up my Enterprise Science book. It was very difficult to ride on the road, it was squeaking and the back was slipping, but it was an interesting experience.

I'll be preparing for IELTS soon, it's a good opportunity to prepare a little while before the exams.

07 February, 2020                                                                                               Warsaw, Poland

Yesterday, Mustafa and I went to Factory Ursus. I spent about 850 zł and bought a lot of clothes, etc. I hope they turn out to be of good quality.

I have 150 zlotys left and I'm thinking of buying 2 packs of cigarettes for Tural, 2 drinks for myself, and a souvenir for Javidan.

Recently, there have been a few things to do. As I get closer to going to Warsaw, I'm getting very jealous. The weather is very sunny but cold. I love sunny weather in winter and in summer.

Today I was thinking about what to name this diary? I decided that Endorphin would be a good name. Because if we take this day into account, the feeling of happiness experienced here surpasses everything. Poland is not a simple country, but if you make an intellectual effort and adapt, a lot of things can be good. I am currently listening to “2” Amour Tayurs - Street Sox Performance on YouTube.

Goodbye 🙂

11 Fevral, 2020                                                                                                    Warsaw Poland

Tomorrow evening at 22:20 I will take a bus from the station to leave Poland. This adventure ends here. But I am optimistic because Europe has taught us many things. There is a 30-35% difference in my character between the day I came here and the day I left.

It doesn't stop with talking about what they've done for me.

Education, traveling to 11 countries, Worldview, Character development, working with a group, friendship and dozens of other things.

But I think I could have had a little more fun, or at times behaved like a local instead of an Erasmus student.

As I said, I'm an optimist, to be honest. Because I'm a little tired of being away, I miss both home-cooked meals and books.

Life goes on and I believe I will be in a better place from now on.

When you're in Poland, there's a strange feeling that you think you'll never leave, but as time goes by, you start to see your groupmates leaving one by one, and new people come to the dormitory, and you feel like life is taking its course, and you're leaving too after a while.

Our semester was like a gathering of like-minded people from all over the world. Everything was good.

Simply and simply AMAZING!